Truth is, I’m just sick of being alone. I always end up feeling so depressed when I’m invited to hang out with someone, because I’m the 3rd wheel. My friend invites me to hang out, and her boyfriend is always with. I just want to know how it feels. I’ve never had a boyfriend. It makes me feel more ugly and worthless. Everyone is so surprised that I’ve never had a boyfriend. Then they tell me I’m the lucky one, just stay away from boys. They don’t know how I feel…
I’m getting drunk and listening to Simple Plan and crying.
SO FUCKING WHAT.